urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:myxlolitaxsmile kaledrina kaledrina 2008-04-10T10:43:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:myxlolitaxsmile:251938 2008-04-10T10:43:56Z 2008-04-10T10:43:56Z Although now I think about it, I'm not sure I *want* to stay here another two weeks. I'm scared I'm turning into a hermit, I get home, have a cup of tea and don't speak to anyone else for hours at a time. It's wonderful but at the same time I feel like I'm disappearing into a huge black hole, and I should probably try to fight it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:myxlolitaxsmile:78429 2006-09-06T12:08:29Z 2007-03-07T13:54:21Z <i><small><center><br />Here you come sucking my energy, and you suck it up right off the street, babydoll <br />Here you are sucking my energy and you, drill in my good hole so that I can see you are<br />you are so much bigger than me, you are, you are so much bigger than me, babydoll.<br /><br />My raw hand, my fever blister, watch me, watch me, watch me disappear<br />Here she comes, her pants undone, all waste and void, all waste and void<br />There you go in your nazi car, oh, oh babydoll, what a whore you are<br />And you sit around with your old rag, how can I, how can I talk when you, you've got the gag? <br /><br />Here you come sucking my energy, and you suck it up right off the street, babydoll<br />Babydoll, I destroy what I began, I destroy<br />She's hanging in the blossom tree, and babydoll just bleeds for me<br />In the dark she's all I feel, her chemical wedding, her chemical peel.<br /><br />I knife me, and I slash mine, and I knife me and I slash mine<br />Sick of the sight of me? Well - here you are as ugly as me<br />Little girl, she's on the floor, she gets it all cos she's the whore<br />Little girl, she's on the ground, she gets it all for falling, falling down<br />Falling down, in my world. <br /><br />"I am, I am not free," she says, "help me, I am withering. Withering."</i></small></center>